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I wont lie and say i wont use this blog for stupid and fleeting things. I said this was like a journal and ill be damned if i dont use it like one. today wasnt great as you can tell by the title. i am prone to anger i know that most people know that. i get agitated so easily and i dont want to trust me i definately dont want to but i dont really know. like anger is such a weird part of life. I mean it kinda deserves its bad rap but also i feel like if handled correctly no emotion should be seen as a "bad" one. its tough to think about. but enough philosophy i wanna vent about what made my mad. i work, as most people my age do, and im fine with working i know its a nessisary part of life in a late stage capitalistic society. (i will rant about my distain for capitalism at a later date) i usually work every day from 7 am to 11 maybe 11:30. its what works for me and its enough money to do want i need to do. now today was a "longer shift" that being 8 hours, which you might say isnt long and youre right that is the normal length for a shift and i shouldnt complain. but this is my blog and I said my reasoning is stupid and fleeting so bleh. now i dont usually mind longer shift especially with the group i was with (compitent and werent annoying) but today i was on a less than desired station and burned myself. and let me tell you that shit BURNED it hurt soooooooo bad i wanted to cry. which ig isnt a huge thing since i cry literally all the time but still cry...... at work....... hell no. so if that wasnt bad i still had like 5 hours left in my shift with a burnt finger. no it wasnt a crazy burn yes it was a serface burn yes i am fine now as a write this 10 hours later so duh it wasnt a life threatening thing but it hurt :(. but that wasnt all. as I woke up from my nap I thought it would be great to watch some youtube on my tv and it would have been if our wifi worked. okay no big the wifi has been going in and out the past month. some me being the family tech guy i go and try to fix it. and I do i fix the stupid wifi. turns out it was a stupid fucking thin my dad plugged in sucking up our wifi. so i unplugged that shit. great awesome so i tell my mom
"hey girl imma put this away in the garage cause its messing up the wifi"
"why are you bringing this to my" -my mom
mind you im not i literally told her what i was doing and she gets pissed??!?!?! huh. and then my sister comes out
"did you unplug my tv"
WHAT???!!! where did that come from. no i didnt unplug your tv why would you think that. YOUR TV ISNT EVEN UNPLUGGED. so thats it. thats why i was mad today. byyyyyeeeeeeeee
song: SIAMES - The Wolf
