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I havent posted in a while when I probably should I mean this is my vent space so for my own health i really should. all my feelings and all the stuff thats been going on is boiling up. so I really need and I mean NEED to let it out. I've been on a sims kick so that why ive been avoiding it. I keep saying after work ill come home and write about my day and you know disect my thoughts to be healthy and all that but like i get home, open my computer and BAM I opened the sims or i eat or i watch tv or i nap ( I nap a lot i think it might be a problem) but in the end I go to bed with no blog entry written. but im getting off topic, or am i. its my post so I get to decide what the topic is so there isnt really an on or off topic if im writting. seriously though I meant to write about something completely different but here i am rambling on. I gotta decide (and stick to) A time where I'll write every few days cause I really do think it helps personally. I feel lighter honetly, lighter like emotionally. I've always had a hard time talking about my feelings and actually working through them and I think this is a good way for me to feel heard with out the complications of human speech. also I decided to double post. I will still be posting on thing blog this being my baby and all but I will also post on tumblr too. and you might be asking
"KB why are you doing that isnt that more work"
and yes it is but I crave to be seen and on tumblr I can see comments and likes a reblogs and while I might be opening myself up for ridicule I will get what I so despreately crave. online validation I never said I was perfect or even okay but it doesnt harm anyone. plus Im just copying the same thing over to tumblr. I also dont wanna take the time to make my website mobile friendly. I will eventually but rn I really dont want to. i get ebbs and flows (splatoon ref) like that. but thats really all byyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee
song: oliver richman- The Ballad of Phil and Phyllis
